{"id":114,"date":"2006-06-24T23:00:32","date_gmt":"2006-06-25T03:00:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/2006\/06\/24\/tired-and-old\/"},"modified":"2006-06-24T23:00:32","modified_gmt":"2006-06-25T03:00:32","slug":"tired-and-old","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/2006\/06\/24\/tired-and-old\/","title":{"rendered":"Tired and old"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m so tired.  Again.  I&#8217;ve spent the past 12 hours marking papers online.  I&#8217;m sure my eyes are going to bug out if I sit here any longer.  28 done, 110 to go.  At this rate I&#8217;ll be done sometime Thursday.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m too tired to play WoW, too tired to clean or do dishes.  Too tired to drive, too tired to crawl to my bed &#8211; or even the couch.  I don&#8217;t know how I&#8217;ll get the papers done, not to mention my Monday and Tuesday jobs and class.  I&#8217;m back to being crippled by the unknown. <\/p>\n<p>I looked in the mirror today and considered growing out the fringe that masquerades as my bangs.  I noticed my forehead &#8211; the one that lives buried beneath said fringe.  The worry lines that my ballet teacher always had to tell me to relax have gotten much deeper since I last looked at them.  Guess I&#8217;ll be keeping the bangs.<\/p>\n<p>I need that crystal ball, the one that tells me which of the many things I&#8217;m trying to do is actually worth it, the one that tells me that somehow I get it all done, that it all pays off and that someday I&#8217;ll get to take a break.  Could someone send one by please?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m so tired. Again. I&#8217;ve spent the past 12 hours marking papers online. I&#8217;m sure my eyes are going to bug out if I sit here any longer. 28 done, 110 to go. At this rate I&#8217;ll be done sometime Thursday. I&#8217;m too tired to play WoW, too tired to clean or do dishes. Too [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13,5,39],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=114"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=114"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=114"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=114"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}