{"id":202,"date":"2007-11-19T13:20:16","date_gmt":"2007-11-19T17:20:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/2007\/11\/19\/not-publishing\/"},"modified":"2007-11-19T13:20:16","modified_gmt":"2007-11-19T17:20:16","slug":"not-publishing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/2007\/11\/19\/not-publishing\/","title":{"rendered":"Not Publishing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Over the past three days I&#8217;ve written four posts that I&#8217;ve decided not to publish.  They&#8217;re too angsty, too sad, too personal, or contain information that might haunt me someday.  <\/p>\n<p>It helps to write because it helps me see just how deep this sadness runs.  When a post turns to things thirty years old I see that this pain is old.  How I got this old I don&#8217;t know.<\/p>\n<p>Writing keeps me from closing down completely, even if it isn&#8217;t ever read by anyone.  And that is good.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Over the past three days I&#8217;ve written four posts that I&#8217;ve decided not to publish. They&#8217;re too angsty, too sad, too personal, or contain information that might haunt me someday. It helps to write because it helps me see just how deep this sadness runs. When a post turns to things thirty years old I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13,5,4,39,37,29],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/202"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=202"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/202\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=202"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=202"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.femilicious.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=202"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}